Cigarette Butt:
I remember when we were just 16
problem free, with no responsibilities
the green pearl on your neck, brings back the memories
I keep a hold of your shirt, to read what you wrote for me
and you changed so much, since our humour was in melted ice cream
you were a shy introvert, now on the weekends you go out and scream
you go to raves in the night, you do coke in the morning
and your scared of the sunlight but you were born to an Iberian mother
I had a fantasy in my head
and I maladaptively daydream about things i'll never have
and I thought that you were made for me I was innocent I was Young
I was your warm blanket in the winter
you treated me like your cigarette butt
And when I think about all the other girls
I hear your voice creep in my head
I think of all the pretty people I fumbled
I was thinking about you instead
Cause I thought that you were made for me
I was innocent I was young
I was Your warm blanket in the winter
you treated me like your cigarette butt
oh like your cigarette
no no no
Limerence:
Need you, I don't want you, how could I hate you, girl I love you
A rose in a thornbush could never make me uncomfortable
Rolled out the red carpet for you, my god you make me realise how bad I need Jesus
Back to my bad habits when I realise you don't give a shhh
You can't just kiss the memories off of my lips
we try to get intimate, I just think about what she did to him
The grass was too green, the sky was too purple
lost grip of my wrist more sickening than hurtful
I hate the way you speak to me, like you love me
Girl its okay
Wiped it off the windscreen and opened the curtains
I loved you and i'll hold you no matter the burdens
so while your over there, ill sit here in my car just waiting for the signals to go green
And i'll shrug my shoulders, im living but im drowning in my limerence
and maybe ill get back to my make believe maybe
maybe, maybe
maybe, maybe
maybe, maybe
......
I nearly cried on the bus home from work
I was ready to give everything
you didn't give me anything
but a smile
a smile that's more a curse than a blessing cause it
cuts me even deeper and it gives me reasons to go back
I look outside there's no clouds and the skies are blue
look in my mind you'll see pictures of me and you
and too my right there should be a seat there for you
I wish you were see-through and I'd never seen you so
Wiped it off the windscreen and opened the curtains
I loved you and i'll hold you no matter the burdens
so while your over there, ill sit here in my car just waiting for the signals to go green
And i'll shrug my shoulders, I'm living but I'm drowning in my
and maybe ill get back to my make believe maybe
maybe, maybe
maybe, maybe
maybe, maybe