Cigarette Butt:

I remember when we were just 16

problem free, with no responsibilities

the green pearl on your neck, brings back the memories

I keep a hold of your shirt, to read what you wrote for me

and you changed so much, since our humour was in melted ice cream

you were a shy introvert, now on the weekends you go out and scream

you go to raves in the night, you do coke in the morning

and your scared of the sunlight but you were born to an Iberian mother

I had a fantasy in my head

and I maladaptively daydream about things i'll never have

and I thought that you were made for me I was innocent I was Young

I was your warm blanket in the winter

you treated me like your cigarette butt

And when I think about all the other girls

I hear your voice creep in my head

I think of all the pretty people I fumbled

I was thinking about you instead

Cause I thought that you were made for me

I was innocent I was young

I was Your warm blanket in the winter

you treated me like your cigarette butt

oh like your cigarette

no no no

Limerence:

Need you, I don't want you, how could I hate you, girl I love you

A rose in a thornbush could never make me uncomfortable

Rolled out the red carpet for you, my god you make me realise how bad I need Jesus

Back to my bad habits when I realise you don't give a shhh

You can't just kiss the memories off of my lips

we try to get intimate, I just think about what she did to him

The grass was too green, the sky was too purple

lost grip of my wrist more sickening than hurtful

I hate the way you speak to me, like you love me

Girl its okay

Wiped it off the windscreen and opened the curtains

I loved you and i'll hold you no matter the burdens

so while your over there, ill sit here in my car just waiting for the signals to go green

And i'll shrug my shoulders, im living but im drowning in my limerence

and maybe ill get back to my make believe maybe

maybe, maybe

......

I nearly cried on the bus home from work

I was ready to give everything

you didn't give me anything

but a smile

a smile that's more a curse than a blessing cause it

cuts me even deeper and it gives me reasons to go back

I look outside there's no clouds and the skies are blue

look in my mind you'll see pictures of me and you

and too my right there should be a seat there for you

I wish you were see-through and I'd never seen you so

Wiped it off the windscreen and opened the curtains

I loved you and i'll hold you no matter the burdens

so while your over there, ill sit here in my car just waiting for the signals to go green

And i'll shrug my shoulders, I'm living but I'm drowning in my

and maybe ill get back to my make believe maybe

maybe, maybe